i dive fifteen
metres swan like off
the station my final
destination their alien words
fading falling fast into
the rushing wind and
for one moment
i am home back
with my apah my amah
with my beloved my brothers
my sisters and
i know i shall never
see them again
even as the ambivalent inky
tar welcomes me
i crawl to the
green where ever i will lie
don’t laugh!
don’t deride. me!
for i am a person
who lived and now die.